Dad,
Is it lying to yourself and bad for your psyche if you just keep telling yourself someone is on vacation when they really are gone? I think I have myself convinced you will come back someday....you are just on a really long, far away, vacation. For some reason I cant convince myself otherwise. Maybe that is just cause I keep hoping this is all a bad dream and you will just come back.
Today I have had a lot of emotions....most of which feel very empty. I wonder if it is just the fact that I am running out of feelings to feel. I think the best I can relate it to is Atrayu trying to fight the Nothing to save Fantasia.
I think I just had myself a revelation. I am going to go watch Neverending Story.
Night,
Ang
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